In life there is always ups and downs... however, we can always look on the bright side and choose the up sides of life....  no matter how bad things may be, it can always be viewed to be good... Just abt 3 weeks back, i was quite embarass but happy... Then last week.. i just found out i got retrenched.

For most pple, retrenchment is a bad, however for me, I have been waiting for a retrenchment. So I shld be happy that I got retrench. As much as it is what I want and everyone says its a blessing in disguise, but my mum thinks its a bad thing. True enough its what I want but I thought it would happen 3 months later, ie in Sept. It didn't daunt to me that it would happen so quick as we are flat out this July&August and I even struggle to find resources in August. Those poor pple left behind will be working their ass off. Oh well, now I will just have to return back to Perth and pack up my belongings. My plans were to settle in Sg and seems that fate has just made it clear it was going to happen. I was initially going to wait to be retrenched and gave myself till March 2010. But since it has happen, I don't have to wait anymore...

When I think about the day I have to go back to my office to return my laptop, wireless card and settle handover, I feel quite sad, leaving behind memories of the office, the poeple that I hang out with. Some were quite sad about me being gone. I guess its a much different feel when you're away for 6 weeks and when you're depart from the company for good.

Sigh, I still wonder whether this retrenchment is a good or bad thing.....