i'm wondering what i am doing here...

every hour just pass like that... i'm just on the internet playing games... go to work, come back, eat whatever... stay at home n rot rot rot, sleep sleep sleep... earn pathetic $$ from work... .. how am i ever going to save $$ to do lasik??

think i'm regreting now taking the unpaid leave.. for what mann... might as well sit in office do nothing n get paid...